Recently, we had this family get together (Immediate, extended family, the whole shebang or nine yards if you will). We are a family of social drinkers (some of my relatives are probably bordering on being alcoholics). Everyone of age (sometimes cutting it really close) already know the taste of beer, wine, brandy you name it! … Continue reading Drinking to forget
I've been thinking of writing something a bit longer than my usual drabbles and I'm torn between writing in English as opposed to using my native language. Honestly, I'm more comfortable writing in English (and have been writing fiction in English since I was a child) but the setting of my (kinda) novel is in … Continue reading Quick survey here (well sort of)
As you've probably noticed, I wasn't doing very well these past few days. I was exhausted with people and life in general. I was overly pessimistic and had a very dark view of life. So this weekend I decided to get out for a bit with my pets and relax (by sleeping all my exhaustion … Continue reading Sleep is my cure all
Guys I made a twitter account~ Please follow me on @dreamyprof02
The bad thing about growing up idealistic and optimistic is that the world (and the people in it) will eventually disappoint you. What you saw as a vibrant future is now a very bleak view of the present. I’m just so tired of pretending that I am not disgusted by people who lie and judge … Continue reading Late night thoughts
I wish I could drown out the voices of doubts, anxiousness and insecurities I have. My brain replays conversations I've have simultaneously and makes me feel so bloody anxious. I just want it to stop.
(Before you read please note that I have not gone to a specialist and I have not been clinically diagnosed with depression or anxiety. I am too afraid to go to any doctor. I mean no disrespect to people who are actually diagnosed with depression, I just have no idea what to associate this recurring … Continue reading It’s that time of the year again